i feel like shouting my lungs out but i cant
cause im stuck in a room filled with frustration, anxiety, fear and resentment.
ohh- myy. how i wish i could start my life all over again and be born free without any care in the world. my mind is filled with lines that i wouldnt want to think about.
bio physics chem amaths emaths geog social studies mt and hmt. what the heck.
i wanna be released from this chain of subjects but i know i cant. urghh.
test homeworks assignments extra classes ccas are all piling up in front of me like a tree being watered everyday.

how i wish that time will wait for me.
wait for me till i finished every single homework and understand each and every topic and subject that im facing with.
why oh why wont time wait for me?
how i wish someone will be there to guide me through all the fishing subjects and homeworks im struggling with. will an alien be willing to guide me through? i wont mind. cause i need it badly.
how i wish i wont be pressurized by all the high marks the others get when all i could get is a c6 to b4? why are they so great?

urghh.
i wanna start sec3 all over again. back to 3rd january when the school term reopened.
i wanna manage my time well and be able to understand and picture a clearer view of what this is all about. but whatever it is i wont be able to do that.

OHHH MYYY. CAN I SHOUT NOW??. urghh.