strumming pills

2007-07-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE, ive moved to http://zahr.wordpress.com/ ok :D

2007-07-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

school is such a chore now,ohh myy
how i wish i could turn back time & never ever need to go to school.
& today i got my very first detention in my whole school life, yay & wow
it was fun, only if you are accompanied by your friends i guess.

9 more weeks before end of year
& let me repeat that again, 9 MORE WEEKS BEFORE END OF YEAR~
heard that. do you know how fast is that?

ohh my, i really think that school are just making our mind twisting & turning for god sake.
end of life.

reply to taggers~
nad: hahah, he is a damn weird teacher, tak amik kesah one. aiyo, you think i will past my phy? i dont think so la seh. ishh. we are dead!
wei xin: hahahha, i sit in front of him somemore. he is so boring sehhh
qui mei: hahas, yeahh. and he didnt even realise it.

2007-07-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

i dont know why, but nowadays i dont really like staying at home
its a very jaded situation cause whenever i reached home there is no one home
& now i even find it hard to study at home.
damn la.

come on mayn, i need motivation !
shit ass, cadiapufkjt;lajoa. urghh.

my new 'stoned' physic teacher.
its a disaster in his lesson.
he didnt even realise im taking photos in class even though im sitting right in the front bench.
i dont think i can make it for physics already la.
so much for hoping.

2007-07-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

bombasticly im 15 now.
i had a bombastically hard core day today guys
thanks for everything aites
i appreciate it so much.

& happy birthday to haneef & shirah too :D
the people whom i shared my birthday with

many & gazillions thanks to;

NCC, you guys rock my socks.
im touched by what you guys did
& thanks for the bash & jamal for the cake eh.
you guys really pull it off. it was unexpected.
i appreciate it to the max la eh.
i want to cry but i cant release my tears, hah
cause i cannot cry easily eh.
to all my beloved batch of specialists,guys & girls, thanks for all of this.
i love you guys la~ :D

3E7, thanks for all the wishes aites.
you guys are much appreciated & loved
no matter what,you guys rock my pants.
haha.

& not forgetting to all those who wished me
you guys rock my underwear & will never ever be forgotten :D

anyway, i dont asked for much.
its the thoughts that count ok.
so dont get stress over it people.

im dead tired la

2007-07-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

yes ar, i passed my physics surprise test.

im proud to say that im satisfied with it.

so now its proven that actually i dont really sucks at physics.

its just that i dont have the guts to work hard on it.

it was very the kecoh after school.

almost everyone was feeling stress over ncc stuffs; RO la, COC la.

haha, think back & it was really funny la.

shout here, shout there.

haiyaa.

&& damn it, i left my earpiece at the IFC room

ohh i wanna cry.

during mt used the mac computer & me, shariffah & khuzaimah tried out the mac photobooth.

& i tell you it was hilarious to the core. we tried almost every single effect there was.

& after every effect we laugh like shit. hahah

this were the funniest one.

my dad dropped an egg, hahaha (:

2007-07-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

i want to start mugging already.
yes yes, i have to study & do running for napha.

everynight two hours of mugging & for sure 'll be prepared for end of year exams.
metro at tampines got sale. i want to go.
& i want to watch transformer la deh. anyone wants to go.

so far the day has gone well
shariffah & shahirah came to my house & we did melayu project.
while doing that i played pool & sudoko with leslie.
& yea! i won leslie at pool twice, haha.
fun la seh :D
dont be sad ok les, hehe.

damn nothing to eat at home except for packets & packets of oreo.

They tried to make me go to rehab

but I said 'no, no, no'

Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know

I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine

He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go

2007-06-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

there is only word to describe the day.

exhausted! to the max la beb

BUT it was fun crapping with all my crappy mates eh.

MAK NYAH aka NaSHIM! NaFFAH! NaNO! NaSYA!

nyahaha :D

2007-06-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

reply to taggers~
sengie: wahh now im known as za hahah eh. yeh yeh! :D
afiqah: da tgk gambar kat video. leceh ar nak tarok byk2 gambar
nano: nyahaha~ yes we did it beb! gambar msn ok :D
sy yuan: okayes !
icham: actually i wanted to put this :D but your tagbox siow. haha, whos fault is it now.
nad: :D thanks for the encouragement eh. i can do it! nahh, tak gi.

2007-06-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

argh i dont like physics.
oh my, i can die doing physic hw.
i totally forget everything that i learnt in semester 1.
oh shits~

i want help, im desperate for a physics pro!
lkjgfakgla.. crap crap.
i hate this holiday you know.
it made me more piss than ever.

brother told me i got a habit of saying stupid and nonsensical things to myself.
& now i got what he meant.

urgh, i dont like physics.
i wanna shout la.

we're just some friends who want to be heard

through our music,we'll spread our word

trying our best to figure what life is about

seeing the good makes me want to shout! shout it!

2007-06-19T12:07:00.000+08:00

I'm learning to fall.

I can't hardly breathe.

When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me.

Don't try this at home.

Pretend you don't see.

I don't wanna know that you know it should have been me.

5 more days till school reopen.

NO~ :(

2007-06-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

i wanna faint~!
i doubt i can finish up my hw by the end of the week.
ive been procrastinating & all i do was sleep & forget about it.
i need motivation!
the only thing that im proud of for now is that my 3000 words essay is almost done.
im left with 500 words & im done for good :D

shit la zahariah
i hate holidays now.theres time but it felt like time is running away from me.
jlahfaljgkjgkslgj~

tomorrow im gonna start my homework for good!
yes yes yes!
no more procrastinating
i can do it! :D

bacin face :D

Let's step outside

Let's go for a ride just for a while

No we won't get caught

Well that's what I thought until we cried

For years I've been holding it down

And I'd love to forgive and forget

So I'll try to put all this behind us

Just know that my arms are wide open

The older I get the more than I know

Well it's time to let this go

2007-06-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

aiyayayaya~

i did nothing today except few qns of amaths & essay of the first day of aussie.

im gonna die la deh if this is the kinda of rate im going through to finish my hw

come on zahariah, you can do it!

i wanna shop, i still got bucks

btw when does the great singapore sale end?

i still have list of things to buy. ish

khuzaimah where are you~

remember appointment, & help me with my hw~

2007-06-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

nyahaha~ yeah yeah :D
IM FINALLY HOME!!
after 13 days of being away from home, finally im back home.
after 7 days of aussie & 3 days of spec course, im finally home!
i cant believe this, hah~

so aussie was fun!
the whole trip was enjoyable when you are there with your bestest mates ever eh.
i've got to know all my friends better.
& hell yeah i hate plane rides.
although the plane ride to melbourne went well, but the return flight was a disaster for me.
i didnt vomit but i felt sick. -_-"
out of the 3 states we went, melbourne, canberra & sydney, canberra was the coldest.
it was freezing cold there. we had to wear layers & layers of warm clothing, and despite that it still felt cold
& i hate it when some of our accomodation do not have heaters in the room.
it was so difficult to sleep with the cold wind blowing & us freezing while trying to sleep.
the thing that i missed the most was the coach ride.
the times where we sang songs, talk & laugh our hearts out.
lambing & kembu eh :D

there was many cows & sheep in the country side of australia
& i fell in love with the beautiful cows i tell you.
every turn there will be cows. i got amazed by them.
& then almost everyday we ate fish & chips.it became our daily food & we got sick of it so much that we swear we wont eat any fish when we return to singapore. hah~
we saw light when our last meal in sydney was rice with chicken curry & some traditional malay dishes. it was the best meal ever! :D

i wanna go back to australia. ish
boohooo~

the next day after we came back from aussie, i had to go for spec course for another daunting 3 days. how fun can it get huh.
i endured the 3 days although i had my stomach flu which i hated so much & managed to pass out as 3rd sgt. its a stepping stone eh. hahas
i was dead tired when i reached home & i slept like i never slept before in my life.
i never felt this tired in my life. oohh-gayy.

reply to taggers~
amalina: hahs, yeah of course!
frost: nyahaha~ CORRINA! :D
elaine:a-hah. you like lollipops huh. :D
jiawee: hello wee wee! :D
aizah: hello beb! nyahaha~ you too take care eh
nad: hey hey, yeah we forgot. hahaas. why no more blog? you bored call & chat with me eh :D
nano: ahahas, da gi pon eh kiter. hahas
mamat: okayes!
zahariah: are you sure you are zahariah, or you are just someone i know that you dont want to reveal your name eh? tell me who you are ehk
weixin: hello! ya la you, long time never come. my holidays have been great so far. hows yours?
meishan: hehe, aiyaa i shy la. hahas. I LOVE YOU TOO LA. nyahaha~ :D you are none of the above. hahas, no la joking beb.
afiqah:abg dont have blog. ok
mel: you are linked! i have fun in aussie.
farna: nyahaha~ yeh yeh! hahas. specialists ar now :D
zizie: ye la, abeh org tu tak link org ni. ish.sedih :D

2007-06-03T19:27:00.000+08:00

yes, yes & yes!
its tomorrow, oh yeah its tomorrow. weehaa~ :D
everybody lets grab someone & shake it all up till you fart
nyahaha~

cheesecake rock my world!
went out with khuzaimah & spent time walking aimlessly. hahas, seriously
after buying my gloves we went back to tampines to window shop.
& then i suddenly got the craves for cheesecake
so we went almost around tampines to search for that only one bonjour cheesecake i adore
but to no avail, it was nowhere to be found. i was frustrated like durr.
then khuzaimah suggested ice cream time. so we went to buy a tub of marigold tiramisu something & it was oooh lala, marvellous!
nyahaha~ thanks for the time khuzaimah eh & remember that appointment heh.

reached home & abg suggested karaoke.
sang few songs & father took over.
while they were singing i snapped few pictures of them & it was hilarious.
hahh, im gonna miss my family while im there. boohoo ):

i think packing is almost done, i just do a last minute check tomorrow & im off.
1 more day beb~ :D

oh what a lovely day to have a slice of humble pie

recalling of the while we used to drive and drive here and there

going nowhere but for us, nowhere but for the two of us

and we knew it was time to take a chance here

and time to compromise our lives just a little while

2007-06-02T19:23:00.000+08:00

i fell into the drain and created a nice bleeding wound on my arms today.
its been long since i fell, somewhat i felt satisfied and good after being bandage
pure excitement. wakaka. the fall also created one medium hole in my ncc pants. great la
lucky shariffah got shorts to lend me. nyahaha~

i love today :D
i love crapping with my ncc buddies eh. syafiqah, shariffah & shima. too bad the rest wasnt there.i love joking with them. & once we start we cant stop. i cannot tahan the mountain experience la.
HAHA :D it crack me up to the core.

2 more days ~ :D
weeeehaa!
last minute shopping here i come.

2007-06-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

my eyes drooping soon. is drooping even a word in the dictionary? who cares la eh.

why do even people think abt it.
isnt it better to be someone that lives life to the fullest & not just because of some popularity contest.its kinda annoying when all you can see is people working hard but not for the right reasons, people changing just because they want to fit in. isnt it stupid.
man, come on la, its more exhilarating & fun to be your ownself. you dont have to be materialistic & wear all those beautiful stuffs to get people attention. its your personality that will shine over you. following what others do wont get you far. i assure you. i once tried & hell yeah it sucks. it takes time to find your ownself, but once you find it, you will see & enjoy things in a different perspective. :D

i love jason mraz's songs. somehow his lyrics are meaningful & is so true

Now you're about to get cut up or get cut down

It's all about the wordplay all about the sound in the tone of my voice

You gotta let me make my choice alone before my food gets cold

Better shut up or get shot down.

It s all about the know how all just a matter of taste

Stop telling me the way I gotta play.

Too much food on my plate.

3 more days~ :D

im gonna miss myself.

2007-05-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

nyahaha~
i declare today HAHA day :D
i love family gathering. it excites me to the core
so today went to my grandma's house at jurong.
all of us had a big laugh reminiscing our childhood memories & the pakciks and makciks were all sharing their childhood memories too.
and then we were all joking about our travel plans.
me going to aussie, abang is to taiwan & then the rest got jealous and they created their own dream plans. abg action to FRANCE, father action to DUBAI
cik boh was very funny, he created the killer joke of the night, hahas
Saying to everyone, "Jangan dorang balik tukar namer jadi nancy la & go blonde sudah."
it was seriously unexpected. hahas.

so around 9 plus everyone said their goodbye
abg mad send us home & my cousins and i went hyper & laugh non stop.
& i just realised that my grandma gave me 50 bucks. i didnt even realised it before we went off.
nyahaha~ i love today.

i have chemistry lessons again tmr & i have even start on the hw tmr.
im gonna lay on the bed & snore till the morning for now

4 more days~ :D

Everybody's gonna love today,

Gonna love today, gonna love today.

Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today.

Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,

Love love me, love love me, love love.

I've been crying for so long,

Fighting tears just to carry on,

But now, but now, it's gone away.

2007-05-30T16:11:00.000+08:00

jeng jeng, finally i bought that adidas slides i've been eyeing for so long.
came back from chemistry class, i had nothing in mind except for staring blankly into space.
what a wonderful world uh.

got the blazers and it is definitely more comfortable than our school blazers.
hahs, nice one lerh.

going shopping later & then meeting my mom at nyayi's house.
long time never visit my nyayi & tomorrow visit to grandma's house at jurong.
long day ahead for today & tomorrow.
nyahaha~ brother really buying for me psp. i thought he was joking ard.
cool la, i love you la bang. hahs

5 more days~ :D

In the winding down hours

I let your heart down again

(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)

(I'm no better than the ones before me)

Old habits die hard

I always end up hating the end

(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)

(I'm no better than the ones before me)

2007-05-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

homeworks are such great fun huh.
doing english now & finding meaning of words can get wearisome.
too many words. ish.

woah, i just realised that my parents spent alot just for my stuffs to australia.
i was bored back then so i collected and looked back at all the receipts and woah
my parents spent like around $200 plus just on my clothings and etc.
ish, i so didnt realised it & im definitely feeling guilty now.
ooh-my.
definitely i can't ask for anymore for the next few months.
it will only make me feel guilty even more.
what i spent this month, total up to my upcoming month's expense i think. ok2.

7 more days~ :D

2007-05-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

im not sure about how i felt today;

i was pissed & annoyed at first but soon i became hyper & over-enthusiast when it came to shopping with my loved ones.

today was the first since i dont know when that my father, brother & i went shopping together. it was totally a different experience when you shop with guys, a-hah. it was awesome.

crack lame jokes, laugh & laugh & laugh. :D

i shopped real bad la.

& oh-my i dont know that buying luggage could be a daunting and tiring task. ish. it took us like 3-4hrs just to find the right one.

today dad bought for me a sweatshirt, sunblock,lip balm.

wanted to finish all the shopping today but we were so damn tired so we decided to went home & continue tomorrow.hah, yeah!

& we saw a very cool van from the singapore zoo, outside the shopping centre. hahs.

weird uh.

The high road, not cuz of the drugs that you take

Cuz of the memories you keep and the friends you make

Bright lights and neon streets that are beyond

My road's the high road, the one you should be on

2007-05-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

one more day to the great singapore sale, yeahh!
one more day till the last day of school term, yeah & boohoo
i've been waiting all this while, la la~
& finally it arrived.

my mom have been nagging to go through the packlist.
" you have this or not? what you need? this one one compulsory is it?"
hahas, typical mothers but no matter what i appreciate her concern very much.

& yeah! jordin spark won american idol.
& AC Milan won, hahas, dont sad eh dad
this was random eh.

damn, i cant wait to shop. ((:

The night smells like december

And we're deep undercovers

Staking out what could

Be better than all the money in the world

But its over were gonners

Its out of our control

And if theres one thing that i know

Its that its best to just let it roll

So lets just let it roll

2007-05-23T18:48:00.000+08:00

finally, i got selected!
nyahaha~
cool la, cool la.

so tomorrow going hydrophonic farm & the other classes that went today brought back vegetables from the farm. told my mom next few days no need to buy vegetables,hahas.
& after hydrophonic farm going sentosa to watch volley.
its gonna be a long day tomorrow, ooh yeah

i saw you secretly looking at me
& you knew i noticed what you did.
i kept on wondering if you dare to say anything to me
& i wasnt sure.

I'd better rest my eyes

'Cause I'm growing weary of

This point you've been trying to make

So rather than imply

Why don't you just verbalize

All the things that you're trying to say

Thought this would turn out so well

But I'm beginning to see

That instead it's trouble

Into a pattern we fell

Of prolonging the inevitable

2007-05-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

went mother went paranoid, you just keep quite & dont talk back eh, hahas.
it poured today, very cooling.
i was having the best sleep of my life in class.

i think she is an interloper.
she cannot just depend on you.
she have to learn to be independent & stop clinging on you.
i can feel the anxiety and the exasperation you felt when she came near,
hah, i think everyone around her felt the same. i know, cause thats what i feel when shes around. & to add on she's rude and demanding. you even said it yourself eh. haa.

Sing it!

Sucking to hard on your lollipop

Oh, loves gonna get you down

Sucking to hard on your lollipop

Oh, loves gonna get you down

Say love, say love

Oh, loves gonna get you down.

Say love, say love

Oh, loves gonna get you down.

2007-05-21T16:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO EPAH EH! hahs(:

today's test result wasnt that disappointing
quite surprising actually, nyahaha
& i felt paiseh cause today i gave adiyanah's damn late birthday present
it was like 3 mths after her birthday, hahas
all this while i kept on forgetting to give it to her & i finally did.

i read this book about abusive relationship and it was good.
i wonder why some people are just able to hold on to that relationship when they know that they are somehow being abused .
& to know that they are just living in denial all this while.
its kinda of like obvious they are abused when they got hit or being insulted by their partners however they chose to believe that it was all a dream. ohh-my

so final selection will be made on wed,
he's making us anxious la deh.
& i really wanna go that trip.

oohhh, paola nutini is cool la.
i like his hair, nyahaha
& his unique voice.

Hey, I put some new shoes on,and suddenly everything is right, I said, hey, I put some new shoes on and everybody's smiling, it so inviting,

Oh, short on money, but long on time, slowly strolling in the sweet sunshine, and i'm running late, and i dont need an excuse, 'cause i'm wearing my brand new shoes.

2007-05-20T20:21:00.000+08:00

hahas, not funny eh. ish

my brother & father crack one lame joke on me while they were browsing through the old photo albums. ishh, ok i admit it was kinda of funny but not to the extend until someone's stomach hurts. they are bad

& my mom is still mad at me. haiyaa.

today was bored, bored & bored again.

went to the library to borrow books & popped in sembawang to check out the latest albums.

there was like a galore of albums i wanna own, but i just cant make up my mind which one.

1) Michael Buble Call me irresponsible

2) Linkin Park Minutes to Midnight

3) Jet Shine on

4) Maroon 5 It wont be soon before long

5) Fallout Boy Infinity on high

6) Good charlotte Good morning revival
damn, now i hate picasa, urghh

2007-05-19T11:47:00.000+08:00

results were disappointing, but im prepared for it.

told my parents beforehand to be prepared for the worst, and they said

"ohh-well", hahs.

nevermind, semester 2 im gonna work real hard and damn score well for CAs and endofyear.

bored, bored & bored right now.

ytd training was laughable.

we kept singing and remixing old & new songs, cool la.

& syafiqah and my favourite ytd was love today by MIKA.

hahas, and nano kept on singing dangdut song in the middle of the remix, funny ar.

& shariffah kept on laughing and hyperly singing along too. (:

Everybody's gonna love today,

Gonna love today, gonna love today.

Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today.

Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,

Love love me, love love me, love love.

ahh, i dont know how to.

my mom just called in and ask me to cut chillies

no way, i dont know anything.

i realised its been a long time since i go arcade, hahs.

it is definitely a long time ago.

oh oh oh, jet coming to singapore, ahah.

their songs are nice.

why oh why, so many events are coming to singapore?

there is like spongebob live, jet live,ohh my.

i want to watch all of them, but too bad money dont coming rolling around & i bet there wont be anytime for me to watch.

ahh, i go read storybook la eh

& i really want to go national library.

but i dont know where is it. hahas.

So 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me

because you look so fine and i really wanna make you mine.

Oh, 4,5,6 c'mon and get your kicks

now you dont need that money when you look like that, do ya honey.

Big black boots,
long brown hair,

she's so sweet with her get back stare.

2007-05-17T19:14:00.000+08:00

today went all the way to lavender to get my passport photo changed.

it was totally crowded

it poured again in the afternoon,

which again i must say is the best weather to sleep in.

;nothing much la eh, blast the music again and read my story book.

im getting the hang of it.

tomorrow is school day and i seriously dont wish to go to school.

test results will be out and ohh-myy, i got nothing to say about it.

disappointing but nevermind, my brother failed his bike test

damn that means, no riding bike yet. haiyaa. i was waiting patiently.

You're a falling star,

You're the get away car.

You're the line in the sand when I go too far.

You're the swimming pool, on an August day.

And You're the perfect thing to see.

2007-05-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

oh my fcuking busted, can you just please stop calling.
i know who you are and please stop asking and pretending to ask for other people.
sucker, no life. damn irritating.

holidays coming up real soon & i absolutely have no idea how im gonna spend it. clueless. haaa
damn damn, i shall read more and become a geek.
i wanna learnt something new & i am so inspired to travel to language-barrier countries with my loved ones. ohh-gayy// big dreams, small talks.

and im so gonna try baking.
all this while i've been favouriting all my favourite recipes on the net,
and of course i didnt even try them out, hahh.
lets do it ahh, khuzaimah your house first la eh. hahas (:

2 more days and im gonna ride his bike. woohoo~
good luck on your test eh bang

ahh i miss hanging out with my cousins.
far & near.

2007-05-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

when nutty today, it poured in the morning.

that kind of weather was so good for sleeping, but too bad had to take one last paper

and finally ITS OVER!.

yabedabedu~

On the drive home

Joke about the kid you used to see

And his jealousy

Breaking hearts has never looked so cool

As when you wrap your car around a tree

Your makeup looks so great next to his teeth (his teeth)

2007-05-14T14:47:00.000+08:00

so mothers' day i spent it studying out with khuzaimah
no choice but had to study bio.
my mum went to work, i called her and told her happy mothers day.
and she sarcastically told me, "thats it, no gift ar?"
hahas, but i know she joking around.

after hours of studying, we went to buy chocolate for my mom
so i bought pure white chocolate which represents pure love. kan kan khuzaimah?
and i bought one for myself too, the big cadbury marble bar
and we ate all the way home. it was seriously damn good
and the smell was unbearable.
i cant help it when i see a galore of chocolates, adidas stuff, psp.
oh mayn,
this things made my knees go weak and my eyes grow big, hahas

linkin park album out now, today!
i still prefer their meteora album, that was the best one they made.

ok one more paper and im done!

2007-05-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

ahh, sweet smell of new undergarments.
ah HAH. ok i got nothing to blog about.
2 more papers and farewell mid years. wee haaa!

i want to watch spiderman real soon.
this fall there are seriously many upcoming movies huh.
fantastic four, pirates of the carribean, the simpsons, harry potter
mayn you name it. why must all of them premiere at around the same time?
do you know how much money i will be influenced to spent just for movies. hahh
nevermind & nevermind, zahariah knows how to spend her money well enough eh.\\

mom gonna buy plasma, but she put it on second thought i think, hahs
since she knows she have to give me expense money to australia.
ah-hah. she too kind la, but i hate it when my brother keep making me feel guilty.
he keep on saying because of me plasma have to wait. sorry la eh, it seems that your sister is more important than plasma.

so tmr is MOTHERS' DAY. yeehah.
i never bought anything for my mom cause i know she dont want anything for mothers day.
she will always say, she want to see her children grow up to be civilised people, to take care of her.. bla bla and so on. so no matter what mom I LOVE YOU! ahahh, yes! I LOVE YOU!

and brother told me he will buy me a psp for my birthday, i hope its true eh bang.
im hoping for it. hahas.
& i cant wait for him to get his bike, cause i really wanna ride on it. (:
damn, my laptop lagging abit now.

Cruised into a bar on the shore

Her picture graced to grime on the door

She a long lost love at first bite

Baby maybe you're wrong, but you know it's all right

That's rightBackstage we're having the time

Of our lives until somebody say

Forgive me if I seem out of line

Then she whipped out her gun

Tried to blow me away

Dude look like a lady

im loving aerosmith now.

ok now i have to study cells.

2007-04-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

ahh, im getting sick of staying at home.
its been a week and another check up coming up tomorrow
and i hope and hope, i wont get another week of mc

and btw THANK YOU 3E7 for that wonderful card.
you guys are awesome la (:
it really cheer me up.

im missing out on so many school stuffs and all i ever do at home was watch tv.
it really made me feel damn guilty. ahah. damn.
no doubt the tv is one of the greatest invention man had ever invented.
i dont know what i'll do without tv in my life, thank goodness.
and btw do you guys know that while we are in school studying in the morning, there are actually great cartoons and shows on tv. we are so missing out on tv mayn, hahas

2007-04-24T17:08:00.000+08:00

chicken pox invasion ain't good
but you guys made me smile from ear to ear.
it touched my heart, everyone. (:
if i'm lucky enough i can go back to school by friday huh. just in time for the english exams.
hah

i missed school so much. the people, the students, the cleaners, ahh EVERYONE.
my friends (:

reply to taggers. ( i have not been replying to taggers for so long. sorry hah. )
nadhirah: hahahas. me too. school night life are great hah. (:
wei xin: hey! yeahh. i thought you almost forgot me. wakaka. take care to you too (:
iqah: okayes (:
sheera: relax ar babe. its school life hahh. buat bertenang
fiqah: I LOVE YOU TOO la. hahas (:
elaine: hello there my classmate! (:
ina: yeahh, he's good now.
nano: hahas. i know you love it! who doesnt. wakaka. alright ar, we try it sometime yeahh. (:
iqah: you ask kak ina, i told her already. (:
meishan: hahas. yeahh it was long ago. wakaka. of course, WE STILL ROCK!
farna: you ar, keep on changing eh. hahas. alright (;
jamal: hah, you finally tagged eh. thank you.
izzati: hahas. yeahh. i hate being sick. i want school. i miss you too and everyone.

2007-04-19T17:07:00.000+08:00

yeahh, welcome back my pills!
many things happened but i just dont wish to talk about it
hical was awesome. it was not what i expected.
moments are appreciated and love was spread far.
the week that i have been waiting anxiously to end, officially ended at 2.20pm today.
wakaka. finally CA3s are history.

mid year is 3 to 4 weeks more.
and i dont know how im gonna survive.

i think you've just blew your chances.
i did once think twice but ytd made me think again.
is it even worth it?
i wasnt sure myself. i was about to make that decision when your actions influenced me not to.
i dont know if you really meant what you said. i rather have the answer than sitting there waiting for it.
damn. i hate thinking bout all this stuff. its making me dizzy.

2007-04-05T17:28:00.000+08:00

im WOW-ed by incubus's website.

its totally creative. all their songs are seriously awesome and their videos wow-ed me again.

im bored now. idol starting in 25mins.

and im just crapping my time now.

weekends are here and im gonna 'die die' promise myself to study and have dates with all my textbooks.

i suddenly have this sudden feeling of missing hanging out with 2e6.

the memories we had was seriously worth reminiscing.

i remembered about the 'class reporter' we had, which almost got everyone into trouble.

i dont really remember what was the incident but it was hilarious.

shooting cap bottles in class, hahas. funny.

i want a real conversation between us. where we sit together and talk all night long.

the class blog went dead and there is no more hope of reviving it. wakaka.

i need to find a companion, where we can just sit down and talk all day long.

i think that will make me clear my mind up a bit. anyone, please. i really need a damn nice conversation. i dont care if you are a guy or girl. if you are willing to waste hours of your life, please talk to me kayes.

ahh.

i have to survive. my brother is having chicken pox. wakakakaka. LOL

i have to be alert for any signs of chicken pox. it can just attack me anytime. fuhh.

and he is evolving into a cartoon monster, i cannot do anything but to LOL. ((:

okayes. i admit it im mean. wakaka.

2007-03-31T20:39:00.000+08:00

reply to taggers
joan: yeahh. you've been linked. you take care hah. (:
maggie: yea sure (:
farna: ok dey (:
iqqa: hahas. yours is also nice too what. (:
nano: wakaka. you are a WONDERFUL & HIPPY friend too. hahs. thanks for all the crappy time eh (:
khuzaimah: baru ko tahu you are LAME. wakaka. hehes. happy bloghopping eh. ;)

HAH. im finally back & its finally over.
seriously it was such a great experience joining that chemistry competition.
not only did i get to strengthen the bonds between my classmates & teachers but i got to see how far i'm able to cope when tension and pressure invade. and yeahh, I DID IT.
i definitely enjoyed working with my teamates and those who have help us alot in doing the research. although we crapp damn alot, we managed to get things done. and im kinda of surprise we actually did it when actually in the first place we were all having doubts and even thought of backing out from this competition.
i learnt many things during this process. lets see, new information i gained from our research, more new functions of my laptop "thanks to the guys, who made me feel dumb", how to manage my time well "im surprise myself too" & many more.
if you were to ask me if i will like to do anything like this again, i will definitely say yes.
it is worth my time rather than i just waste it just like that. keep them rolling in mann`

`so guys seriously i enjoyed working with you guys and will definitely keep in memories of the time we joke & shit around. so lets hold up the craps (:`

i hope we can go to the next round la eh.

2007-03-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

finally the weekends are here.
im dead tired from the week of unintended days. hah
many things and i really mean many things happen and all i can do was bear with it till now
even so, i still cant relax and that made me pissed off abit
my weekends are gonna be just another 2 freaking days of school and project works. ahh
next week is gonna be happening for god sake.
the chemistry competition is next saturday, my debate workshop is also on the sat and im having my hical camp next fri-sun. what the fishh.

the stress is finally reaching my nerve.
in a matter of days, im just gonna cut of my life spindle (if im able to do it ahh) and totally just forget about it.
i just need the vibes, the real feeling of vibes.
ohh please somewhere, someplace, someone take me to another planet
haiyaaaa...

2007-03-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

such a grim goodbye, on the contrary i just cant wait for it to end.

what i mean was the 1 week holiday.

cause for sure when school reopen, it will be goodbye tvo and hello sleepless night.

aiyaa. i cant wait.

i did nothing today which is such a bore.

i woke up late and then i cant remember what i did.

i dreamt a weird dream which i totally cant remember.

i want to experience premonitions, however i was just not born with it.

i guess im starting to improve on my reading habits.
and im beginning to read malay reading materials after 5 years of ignoring the fact that reading malay is important too.

i wanna sleep

2007-03-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

i officially declare today as the most fun and tiring day of the week. (:

morning had cip, which i went half heartedly.

but it was quite exciting cause i got to see a small toad. very cute.

audrey and me were like chasing after the toad to take pictures of it.

not literally chasing la. i gave quite a number of ppl the scare of their life. hahas

BOOO!! hahas. funny la. i know im bad, but thats just the way i am. gagaga//

ok then after cip went studying with mei shan.

had a great time with her.

we talked, we joked, we studied, we ate and we changed venue.

at first we studied in school, then to kfc then to mc.hahas.

studying does really make you feel tired huh.

so we studied until 3 plus then we went home. (:

its my family night out today. TGIF.

we went to have dinner at swensen's
YUMMY!! hahas. i stomach was so filled to the max.

it was my brother's treat, so i just ordered everything i feel like eating. hahs.

but i didnt get to order ice cream cause i was too full and my parents were nagging about how bad it is to eat ice cream at night la. bla bla. but nvm.

oh my, brother looks gay in that picture. hahas

after dinner, i plead my mum for famous amos,

YUMMY again. hahas.

so after dinner we went GIANT.

it was so packed to the max. like ohmygawd.

and the carpark looks like some sort of a car showroom with lots of different cars parked nicely.

hahas.

it was like indah khabar dari rupa.

i thought there will be like 2 or 3 levels, but there was only 1 level. aiyaa.

we didnt bought anything cause the queue was so long and i dont want to waste my time waiting for my turn.

so then we went home. very the penat. but i had fun.
heeheh`~

2007-03-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

life is just full of puddles and rain

i was only fourteen

people thought they knew everything about others

feels like a million years ago, where everybody knows everything about everybody else

as far as i can see, i was only trying to keep the walls from closing in

i was only waiting around for something to happen

as it goes nothing happen.

Someone who I thought was my friend

But sometimes people just pretend

And I would never be the same again

why must they pretend to be someone else?

why must they let the past get into the way?

why must all this shit happen again?

the world is just full of controversy

wouldnt it just be peaceful without ppl trying to fight for something that is not worthwhile

why cant they learn to appreciate others and live life to the fullest

know ones good and bad isnt a hard thing to do

i see many prejudices and discrimination revolving around

i saw people giving drugs to little ones on tv

what a disgrace to the society

what will happen to the little ones, who are they gonna rely on when they grow up

when all i can see now are just irresponsible adults lying around this f**k up world

im sure this thing you rather keep inside

i won't ask you about all the things you've tried
don't let yesterday get in the way
why can't we just start from where we are

mondays are just awesomee`

2007-03-14T11:19:00.000+08:00

i hate school holidays
it made me procrastinate like omygawd.
urghh
i hate thinking that im gonna be so dead fishing wasting this 1 week of holidays
maynn. i want to go back to school.

i hate that feeling.this is so irony.
i wanna study but i just cant seem to put myself in front of the book and damn shit study.
pleasse la someone just help me out here.

starving is my unintentional job for this whole week.
there is no one at home to cook and theres nothing to eat.
i will have to wait until like 5 plus before i can eat my dinner cum lunch
i want to go back to school.

i missed my friends like alot. come on maynn. speed up the time```
ohh-gayyy

2007-03-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

i wasted my whole day today.
lets see i did only biology ten year series, which i must admit that some of the qns im not able to answer
and for the whole day till now, i only studied biology.
that wasnt what i planned yesterday.
i planned to study amaths but instead i interchange with biology.
i hate it when it doesnt go as what i planned. urghh

but nvm, tmr i start afresh.
pleasse, dont let me waste another week of precious holiday

randomly picked.
`the record keep playing the same old song.

2007-03-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH
i think i broke my 2nd toe from the big toe.
AHHHHHHHHHHH
im so scared.it cant even move. and it hurts
you might think im overeacting but im not.
oh little toe, please get well soon.
it hurts me.

ohh` this is so random
and first time i dont feel sleepy after 12am in the morning
hurray for me!

2007-03-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

woohooo~ i got my laptop within 3 days of waiting.
thanks mama!! (:

did maths hw for the whole day.
and im sure i enjoyed it. not/
hahas.
still got some qns im not able to do but i did try attempt it okk.
neh ni neh ni poo poo.//
i feel so high today
maybe its the fact that i got to eat chocolate, having my pms and get my brand new laptop today.
woohooo~
im craving for chocolate cake now.
chocolate chocolate.

so many hw for the holidays mann.
but nvm i should be shouting HURRAY.
thats what mr neo always say to us.
'must shout hurray and be excited when teacher give you hw''
so HURRAYYYY!!!!!!

so tmr do sciences.
physics, chem, bio. DEAD MEAT.
but nvm HURRAYYYYY!!!!!

tmr must meet the chem gang and mrs chua for the meeting in school at 2pm.
thats kinda late afternoon and i rather spend the late afternoon sleeping. goshh.gishh.
i dont know if it was a great idea to join the chemistry competition but nvm i give it a try
kampateh! (:

ahh mann. brother asked me for company to go jogging with him tmr morning at 7am.
that is so EARLY..
he is so scared of dogs cause the place we are gonna jog at, sometimes is visited by stray ferocious looking dogs.
so thats why the company. what a shame.

just heard avril's new song girlfriend.
very nice. i loike.

` Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend`

peace the cheese `''`

2007-03-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

school out for the term! woohoo~
lets do homework and make dates with the textbook.
no more procrastinating and slacking for me next term
cause my progress card showed some pretty ugly results, although there is only 1 fail.
i gotta pull up my socks damn high and aim for the best.
i bet its gonna be a more stressful and busier term when school reopens.
and gosh,i just hate it when she tells grandmother and too many inspirational stories.
so lets start planning timetable for next week.

ok lets blog.
many things happened~

yesterday me and khuzaimah had ice cream fever. we bought 1.7 liter tub of ice cream and ate till we cannot take it anymore. ice cream craze was all over the place. ben and jerry's, bud's ohh myy and manymore. (:

the ground shook. tuesday i think. it was trauma for some of them and more imaginations for me.
giddy~ giddy`
i kept imagining that the school was gonna collapsed cause the school is so damn shitty old.
i kept imagining maybe if the school is really gonna collapsed maybe my class will still be alive cause we wont be stuck under the rubbles cause we are at the topmost level.
yeahh i know, lame and childish imaginations. but i cant help it.

im hearing too many weird crushes stories and i dont wish to be the middle person
so i stay out of it. why interfere with ppl's problem when i cant even handle my own problem? rightt?
small problem can be dealt with small solutions but you made it into a big problem that need assistant from the bigger solutions. i dont understand. but whatever it is

mr soh left us without saying goodbye.
it is so saddening.
i mean yeahh he has not really been a great help with our eng cause everytime he enters the class, he will tell stories that are sometimes not relevant. but i can admit that some of his stories we are able to relate to and some of his advice are actually valuable advice.

i learnt line dancing today. and it was actually fun although the steps are extremely fast for us to catch up. i wonder how the aunties and uncles are able to catch up. like most ppl say. practice makes perfect. i guess thats true.

and my mama gonna buy me a new laptop. well it is for school use and she should buy for me.
so THANK YOU MAMA (:

`japanese for busy people. ALL THE WAY~ reciprocate ppl reciprocate~

2007-03-03T16:54:00.000+08:00

http://www.tintaprss.com/pelajar/guru_siber/peribahasa/Peribahasa3E.pdf

2007-03-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

today was wet and wild.

i was feeling sleepy, moodless at the beginning of the day and went on to feel pissed off and shitty because of the stupid bio practical test. it sux maynn.
and then NCC made me wild till the max. thanks guys for the hilarious times. hahas.

and yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIDAH (:
15 ALREADY SEHH. HAHAS

there are so many things to be done during the weekends,
and i dont think i can slack already. maynn.not fair.
my bilik is super duper messy right now. even my dad has been nagging about it, oh myy
irony. its not my mum who nags about it but my dad. there are like rubbish, clothes, books all thrown and placed everywhere. i am the worst room owner you will ever met. (:
lets clear all the shit up by tmr.

next week there will be like many things happening.// lets list them out
captain ball finals.// oooohh- i hope we win(:
life firing.// lets aim for at least a pass people. not the 0 marksman. hahas
homecoming i think. //yeahh maybe.
e maths, physics, hmt common test results. //oooohh. lets hope for the best.
ok maybe there are only three events, but more than one is considered a lot

i wanna go back to boston.
where no one knows my name.
where i can be free from the worry that always pile up in me.
tonights the night, where dreams are made and ,
maybe shattered till pieces of undesired hopes and lies
people in boston are great
they dont really care who you are in the past and
that gives you a chance to relive and show the world the inner peace that you worked hard for
i found someone who made me see that life is just like the rolling stone found beneath the poor and the rich.
its an abstract that no one understand but i know people in boston would (:

2007-02-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

today went for imt at nee soon camp and hahas, i got 2/20.
its already good for me. at least the digit is > 0.
bryan got 19/20. i think ar. that is so good.
and he just secured a place for the white water rafting adventure.
not fair but he deserved it la hah.

i have not even touch a single book from just now and all i know is that im slacking real bad right now. finally im able to slack for a while ok since the consecutive common tests.
can u believe we have like 4 tests in a day, stupid sehh. damn stress.
i have homeworks to be done but im procrastinating now. hah
in 3 mins im gonna watch heroes. yeahh.
what if one day i woke up with superpowers.? (:

ARGHH!! my mom just threw my spare old school shoes. that is the only shoe that i have, if my school shoe gets wet. now im short of shoes.
.//woahh this just happened. im stunned. the guy in the show just shot up the sky and he's flying. coool (:

ok lets watch HEROES now. so long.

2007-02-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

i feel like shouting my lungs out but i cant
cause im stuck in a room filled with frustration, anxiety, fear and resentment.
ohh- myy. how i wish i could start my life all over again and be born free without any care in the world. my mind is filled with lines that i wouldnt want to think about.
bio physics chem amaths emaths geog social studies mt and hmt. what the heck.
i wanna be released from this chain of subjects but i know i cant. urghh.
test homeworks assignments extra classes ccas are all piling up in front of me like a tree being watered everyday.

how i wish that time will wait for me.
wait for me till i finished every single homework and understand each and every topic and subject that im facing with.
why oh why wont time wait for me?
how i wish someone will be there to guide me through all the fishing subjects and homeworks im struggling with. will an alien be willing to guide me through? i wont mind. cause i need it badly.
how i wish i wont be pressurized by all the high marks the others get when all i could get is a c6 to b4? why are they so great?

urghh.
i wanna start sec3 all over again. back to 3rd january when the school term reopened.
i wanna manage my time well and be able to understand and picture a clearer view of what this is all about. but whatever it is i wont be able to do that.

OHHH MYYY. CAN I SHOUT NOW??. urghh.

2007-02-17T12:46:00.000+08:00

malacca in 10 hrs ((:

shop and shop and shop. ((:

2007-02-16T15:36:00.000+08:00

lets just say. im so damn excited the long weekends are finally here. ((:
after a week of consecutive CAs and thick piles of homework, finally im able to rest my head in peace.
but not for long. suckish.
next thurs onward, it will be torture week.cramp with common test.shitts mann.

but whatever it is, i dont want to think abt it. just let me enjoy for now cause tmr im road tripping to malacca with my family and cousins. WOO HOO!!
i cant wait. this is like the 1st overseas trip since 5 or 10 years back. hahas.// just cant seem to find the right time when everyone is feeling free.
yeahhhhh. i just cant seem to keep my contentment in me. its hopping around in circles. la la laa~ ((:

btw HAPPY BELATED FRIENDSHIP DAY to all my dearbeloveds aites.
thanks for being there when i need someone to goof around with, talk craps with. yeahh and whatever it is. i love all my friends ok. every single one of them. peace((:

back to scl.
today celebration was damn cocky. i dont know how to describe it la eh.
it wasnt what i expected.
i thought we will be getting oranges just like last year, but we didnt. so disappointed.
i guess the school is really out of money for celerations.
the concert was so boring, i could almost sleep.
but i was so proud and happy for this someone when he performed the chinese new year song.
that person is ''drumroll pleaasseee!!'' WEN QIANG.! hahas yea he.
he finally broke out of his shell. he used to be the shy guy all of us used to know when we were in 2e6, but now just look at him, he could performed in front of the audience and even manage to perform the item well. ohhh- myy. he has already grew up. sob sob . hahas. WOO HOO!! three cheers for wen qiang. yeahh. ((:

and yeahh, the most shocking part is, i cant believe my class won the modelling competition.
the design was all last minute and all we did was cut here cut there and paste here and there. but with enough creativity from us, we won. ohh-gayy. and i even thought we wont have a chance of winning this thing when they were abt to annouce the winner. irony.

lets just get on with life.
and get that psp ive been eying for
finish up all the fishing hw
and laugh till my blood give me a rush ive been waiting for all this while.
peace myfriends, GONG XI FA CAI and have a great weekend ahead((:
okayes. finally i can play xbox now. yeahh.

2007-02-11T12:58:00.000+08:00

OH MYY. WE ARE NOT GETTING CLOSE OK BRYAN.
OHH SHITT MAYN.
depressing ppl are depressing me. im so pissed off.

2007-02-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

if youre reading this,
my previous post has nothing to do with you.
dont get sad because of it, i mean that is what bryan told me ar
the post is to my one depress friend. nothing to do with you.

so please ok dont get emo because of that.
btw i didnt know all this while you've been reading my blog.
why never tag?? aiyohh.
and ya to BRYAN.

STOP SAYING THAT. ITS ANNOYING OK.

2007-02-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

i stressing out already.
aiyoyo.
next week CAs week. ohhh-myyyyy

a maths- prediction "dead"
chemistry- prediction "maybe still alive"
physics- prediction "maybe still alive"
e maths- prediction "alive"

i dont know why, but suddenly i cant remember anything on factor theorem, remainder theorem, and the cubic eqns. this is so shitty.
i need tutoring!!
i know i overcome this. come on. i can do it.yes i can.
alamakk. low battery already.

btw i wanna go kayaking again. its so fun. it can make you tan like bbq.
and i wanna do kb. khuzaimah we must sign up as soon as possible kk.//

im still a kid and i dont wish to grow up
i hate thinking bout relationships, i hate thinking bout love,
i just wanna do everything i wanna do now and that is HAVE FUN HAVE FUN and HAVE FUN
i wanna create my own creation. that is full of laughter and surprises.
i dont wanna have worries, i dont wanna have sorrowness,
why have one wnen you can be free filled with happiness
you can either choose to have a life that all dreamers want or the one that all dreamers despise.
come on. make your early life the best that you want it to be.
and for sure you will have the best memories that anyone could ever wish for the years to come.

2007-02-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

im back from camp and it was
FANTASTIC, FABULOUS, EXCITING, AND POWER (((:

ohh my. it really bonded the class.

1 MASK RIDER CLAP. ''zzzzzzzz.'' yeahh. ((:

the day after the camp, almost all of my classmates became lobsters. nice beautiful shining red lobsters. hahas. pity them. got sunburned everywhere. put moisturiser ok ppl. lol

most of the sec 3 pupils are still in the camp mood. even teachers too. one of them is mr neo. his the funniest one i tell you. lol

the songs and cheers that we sang during the camp is still ringing in our heads.

and all-time favourite among the sec 3s 'when the cold wind blew' and of course 'little bumblebee'. ((:

maynn i miss azie and xiong2 already. its been only 2 days and im missing them. im sure the other classes miss their instructors too. oh- myy. ): so sad

birthday man (:

2007-01-28T07:34:00.000+08:00

i just wanna wish
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PAKS!!!!!!!!
yeahhhh!
he is the greatest and bestest dad you can ever find.
he is so sporting when it comes to anything.
i can have fun with him anytime, anywhere, anyday.
he doesn't fail to make stupid jokes and when father and daughter collide, the world become a madness and goober place. hahas (:
the most unique feature of him, is his skin colour. he seriously look like ciner bukit. hahas.
chinese ppl will often mistaken him as chinese and therefore continue talking to him in chinese. weird la. i used to have that pure chinese skin colour when i was young but as i grow up it became darker. hahas. too many outdoor activities la eh.

so today we gonna celebrate his birthday i don't know where but where ever it is, we gonna make sure to make the day gooberish and unforgettable. ((:

tmr camp?? yeahhhhh!!!!!!!
fun fun fun all the way. ((:
hope the rain will go away. i wanna have fun.

cells fascinate me ((:

2007-01-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

today ncc was damn fun.
we the part cs sweared to be enthu all the way, and we did.
they played in the mud at the school field and most of them were soaked with the chocolatey mud. ((:
i would have joined in the fun, if only i had brought extra undergarments. ishh

it was a wet morning and i was praying hard it will be that way throughout the day.
this kind of weather is perfect for sleeping and slacking in class and i almost slept during mr neo class. ishh.
moreover, i sat beside the window and the cool breeze was so shiokk. sometimes the wind is so damn strong, that papers will be flying everywhere and birds will go paralysed for a while since they cant really fly in that kind of wind condition. me and jocelyn once saw a bird trying so hard to flap its wing, hahas. it was exciting. (:

and YEAHH. for the first time. me and adiyanah managed to focus the microscope and find the cells during bio lessons. i was so excited. since everytime when we do microscopic work, we will always seek help from mdm zulaiha and copied other people's drawing to draw the structures.
but i managed to find the red blood cells and adiyanah managed to find the xylem cells.
i was so fascinated. ishh it was really our lucky day. pure excitement (:

.not really much homework for the weekends since the teachers understood that we have to prepare for our sec 3 camp. actually there is not much thing to do except for maybe buying some stuffs and packing the bag.

2 more days and its daddy's birthday. ((:
and i hope my brother bring home that eclairs. ohh pleassseee.

2007-01-23T20:12:00.000+08:00

but with all my inspiration gone and it's not getting me very far.
come come backk.
ive been a total klutz this few days
my head banged on the geography home room wall when i was peeping outside.
and adiyanah was there laughing till her stomach hurts. never seen her laugh that bad before.
there is always spots of mee rebus kuah on my blouse whenever i eat mee rebus.
its kinda of weird cause it always happen when i eat mee rebus. ishh.

i love the teletubbies joke the guys made during geog lesson just now.
ms fang was telling us abt this roots that is damn expensive called the cata" something.
its good for human consumption that is why it is selling at such riduculous price of like 80 to 100 bucks per 300g. 1 small rectangle shape.
but any insects that ate any part of the roots will die in a few minutes.
cause the root is taking over its body and growing this worm like structures that will jut out of the body of the insects. just imagine that.
then guess what the guys said
"if we eat this root, will we grow antena on our head?
hahhahahas. like teletubbies sia!"
i'll try to find the pictures for this root arh so you guys can see the real thing.
its kinda of disgusting.

mr soh is so cute. like the old wise man.
i love his accent when he talks. its so cool.
the old wise man accent. hahas.
he kinda of like to talk long hours on the same kind of subject.
during his lesson, he was giving us a lecture about the word STAGNANT.
can you think about anything to talk about when you see the word stagnant??
ohh- gayyyy. you can't. hah.

geography test tmr. gee.
5 more days to sec 3 camp. yeahhh. (:

barnacles.

2007-01-19T22:00:00.001+08:00

this is what i meant by putting me in a spot and making me feel guilty.
barnacles head all the way.// ishh.
common mayn. give me answers. will it be forever?

today came to school late with fiqah. wakaka
so the kekek.
we kena scolded by ms jiang twice during the process of being late
first.//
after the councillor took own our name near the gate, we were asked to stand in one straight line while waiting for the other councillor to bring us to the parade ground. lame procedure i must say.
since we were excited about coming late for the first time of the year, we talked like no one cares and for that she scolded us. its like what the heck. is it wrong to talk. ishh
second.//
the councillor brought us to the parade ground and we were made to stand for the whole world to see and we talked.
we were excited since mr pay just gave us the mount ophir form.
so while mr ow was making announcement we were reading the form and another time we kena scolded.

ish ish ish.
today training was kinda of pathetic.but towards the end of the training it gets better

there are like tons of homework for the weekends.
first few CAs coming up soon next week. ohhh-gayy
no slacking for the rest of the year.
please lahh. just hope i can cope.

yeahh. sec 3 camp coming.
mount ophir expedition.
ncc girls camp.
wooohooo..yeahh.
`EVERYBODY DANCE NOW..`.//wakakaka

blast off.//

2007-01-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

wooohooo! finally its fixed.
i was not blogging and onlining for like a few weeks.
its been a great hibernation.
when ppl have already blogged about the new school term, their new teachers, classmates la, new year, hari raya haji
im just gonna start blogging now. lmao

many events had happened for the past few days.
damn fun and kekekks.

last saturday went to rewang my kakak sedare wedding
it was so the fun.
we.the kids.the anak dare.the cicits. all were helping out that night
reached jurong at ard 8 something.
then ate the buffet the caters provided. very delicious.the beef was so soft.
we were all eating till our stomachs cant take it anymore.
after that comes the fun part.
washing dishes. it was so fun.
we were playing with water, shouting here and there.
we were also acting as waiters. hahas.
my anak sedare were like fighting over the plates. irony. hahas

we went to bed at only 1 plus.
the next day was the main wedding day.
the decors was cool. red and white.
we were bored cause we dont get to wash the dishes.
but we definitely ate alot.

ok back to school.

1st week of school was the most exhausting days of my life.
sec 1 orientation was a blast.
working with the kekek-gangs made me more socialable. (its that even a word. i think so ar)
acquaintance became friends. cool la eh.

i didnt manage to carry out most of my resolutions because of the hectic schedule for the past few days.
its so sad. but nvm next week onwards. i can do it. yes i can.

im satisfied with most of my subject teachers.
especially english. mr zurk. he made english exciting and not a boring subject.
for the very first time i didnt feel like sleepind during english lessons. maybe except for rainy days. hahas

im so looking forward to this year school activities.
cant wait for the overseas trip with family and school.
sec 3 camps. bla bla bla.
definitely studies main crisis.
i dont even know if i can cope with it.
lets just hope i can make it.

lets stop here. too many words have been written.
and i wont blog that often anymore.
studies are more important ok people.
ohhh-gayyy. happy feets.

wakakaka.

2006-12-28T19:06:00.000+08:00

today damn hilarious day.
i especially cannot tahan the oneh-oneh joke.
hahas.
especially amirul. ish that guy seriously very blur cock.
hahas. nvm blur is a good thing. like real like that. gagaga//
takper amirul nanti aku bwk satu kasi kau tengok eh

everyone was so damn funny today arh.
many stuffs to laugh about.
the tape thing//boing boing; telephone; sensor. very the merepek
love the whole world//
nabeel's reason for going home early// wahh that one seriously kekek. gagaga
and so on larh.

my maks was so sick today.
she almost fainted at work.
so my dad and bro went to pick her up before i reached home.
lucky my bro was still at home to take care of her while im in school
im so dead worried.
she vomitted all that.
gett-well-soon. ((:

and ya
brother you owe me one hah.
you said it yourself. ((:

kekek-ness all the way.

2006-12-28T18:35:00.001+08:00

yesterday was so far the most tiring day i have ever experienced.
lets see.
i had ncc training at 10am.
but we only played school-block catching.
hahas. quite kekek arh but fun.
then went to have lunch with fiqah.
many stupid and lame jokes. gagaga//very the kekek.

later at 5 have to meet the kekek-gang for the meeting in school.
by the time i reach home its already 3.30pm.
i was hoping to get a little nap for a while but went i stepped into the house,
daniel sms-ed.
told me to come at 4pm. wahh i damn kanciong already.
i managed to just take a quick shower and left the house again.
//of course i didnt reach school at 4pm, but met them 45 mins later.
sengkang to bedok leh.

and the meeting ended at 7pm.
it was freezing by that time. the evening wind was super cold.
but just had to bear with it.
deng// reach home exactly 8.30pm.
tiring la eh. hahas . to me (:
but adi more pity la eh. still have to go to work. hahas.
padan muker.saper suroh kejer. gagaga//

santa is not coming to town. hahas

2006-12-26T15:13:00.000+08:00

hohoho! merry belated christmas to everyone la eh.
i abit slow.

i like the weather today. coldd and sweet.
and i bake my first chocolate cake.
ok to be truthful its the instant one, where all the ingredients are already mixed
and i just need to add water, oil and eggs.
its totally chocolatey choc. yum yum.

i still haven't make my bed. which is totally in a messy
and cold condition. perfect for crashing tonight.

yeahh.finally 2006 is coming to an end.
4 more days to go and it will be hello 2007.
speed the time beybeh. nahnahnah.//

i've been working on my 2007's resolution// still working.
and my paks wants me to crack 100 resolutions for next year.
crap la. so far i have only 20 on the big drawing block.
nevermind. work it dudette.
but let me give you a preview what are some of the resolutions i written.
do not flush.// use collected water. lol
ok thats it. one only

btw i really want that new running shoe.
santa pls..gagaga//

pop the balloons.

2006-12-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

just wanna say

happy 14th birthday to Asyilah
&
happy 13th birthday to Atiqah.

may all your wishes comes true aites.

yeahhh. woohooo. ((:

life as a school.//

2006-12-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

the whole damn world is just as obsessed

with who's the best dressed and who's having sex,

who's got the money, who gets the honeys,

who's kinda cute and who's just a mess

and you still don't have the right look

and you don't have the right friends

nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends

and the only thing that matters

is climbing up that social ladder

still care about your hair and the car you drive

doesn't matter if you're sixteen or thirty-five

superficial school life

why think about it.

heck care. (:

popped them out.

2006-12-21T14:49:00.000+08:00

lets pour everything out.
why is the world crapping out right now.

children pornographies are everywhere.
aids are spreading all over the world.
terrorists attacks are getting jaded//
children getting scarred everywhere by pathetic parents who are just bored with their own lives.
behind those innocent eyes, children are just crying out loud to be loved.
drug addicts sucking stupid pills.
destroying their lives and making ppl ard them suffered like they had been living in their own private hells
there are so many abandoned land of confusion in the world.
can anyone make them understand?
they still didn't speak the language.

resented.

2006-12-21T14:00:00.000+08:00

great.
i dont hate pink//
im just resented by what some ppl relates them to.
and it just creeps me out.
goddamn.
pink is also related to homosexual.
mann.s-nap.

im annoyed with ppl who thinks that
a friend will become arrogant and will ignore them one day
just because that friend wont have the same homeworks with them//
just because that friend is studying triple sci and double maths//
just because that friend wont be spending class hours with them anymore//
mann. dont get paranoid and worrying 'bout stupid stuffs that will never even happen la
so chill aites. (:

12 more days. nahnahnah//

lets go to the library now.
im not sure why
but// words excites me.
learning new words make me more excited.
ohhhgayyy.

premonitions? is it even true?//

2006-12-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

grand and humble is totally my book of the year
its honest talk of love and cruelty, friendship and betrayal,
its realistic, funny, contemporary narrative that makes
this novel power
but// one thing about this novel is that,
the ending can make you go nuts.
its kinda of complicating
i even made a mindmap just to understand the ending.
but overall, worth reading it. yeahh//

for sure this is the book that will make
you qns everything you thought you knew about destiny.
so go on, pop yourself in the library and go borrow this book.
it is worth your time i assure you.
so go go go. hahas
//ceh de bah, im promoting a book seh.lol

im gonna change my skin soon.
2 more weeks. nahnahnah//

out of mind.

2006-12-19T12:47:00.000+08:00

finally bought the Creative Zen V Plus.
yeahh// i know i changed my mind again.
satisfied beybeh.
im gonna keep it clean and pure until it dies.

keep holding on//

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

//meaningful lyrics
//make my heart blast
//till i touch the sky'

nahnahnah..

2006-12-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

deng// changed my mind on that mp3 ive been oooh lala abt.
right now my mind fix on another model. yeahh.
149 bucks for 5gb/6gb creative zen neon.
isnt that just a great bargain. christmas sale. oooh lala.
ok set. tmr off to plaza singapura to own that thang.

today it rained almost the whole day.
cooling la. i like it.
actually my maks wanted to go out but too bad the rain
dont allow us.
thanks to the rain// i dont have to leave the house.

so today a typical pathetically day of the SUNDAY.
there was only me and my maks at home.
dad work. brother work. why is everyone working?
spent the whole day reading books. kinda of addicted to BOOKS.
bookworm dudette//

non-HYPER-ish//
whatever.
oh yeah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN,MIJI.
YOU HAVE ANOTHER YEAR TO CATCH UP WITH ME couz. gagaga'

one area. 3 megastores/.

2006-12-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

so today went to courts grand opening with my paks and maks
there was like kezillions of ppl. we even have to line up just to enter the building.
//and yeahh, i met kelly rowland.
she was hott!
mind you im not a lesbo. lol
but we missed hady and nurul.

the megastore was definitely mega'
there are so many facilities such as cafe or something.
area where you can play psp and xbox all that.
totally cool la.

so after that went to ikea.
yeahh// first time.
it was definitely big.
you can't definitely finish browsing through all the sections
in one day.
and yeah// my maks and paks bought me the snake alleby soft toy.
im totally gonna sleep with it tonight. hahs.
the snake is quite long and plushy'
decided// gonna make it my new pet and call it arisnaka.
cool huh''

ikea was quite generous after all.
at the entrance, we were given this heart shape plush toy.
you know the one with the hands. ya// but it was the small version but its cute.
and at the exit, we were given ikea bags. so each of us take one.
so we have three now. kiasu (:

i can't wait to own that new mp3 creative zen v.
i've been thinking about it for the past few days.
its portable and damn beautiful.
its sleek features made me go oooh lala all the way// ooh. (:

i know i know

2006-12-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

ok durr// long time never post,
ya ok lets start posting crappy posts
ok set.

i totally can't wait for the new year to start
im like so fishing excited
ok la; i admit there is a mix feeling of excited and nervous

excited;
there will be so many happenings next year
sec 3 camps.\ excursions.\ ncc camps.\ bla bla bla
but for sure there will be more happenings la eh.
im like totally gonna start the year with new resolutions and blissful mind. yeah
ok set// lets start on my new year resolution soon.
post it soon la eh, once im done with it.

nervous;
its like damn//
im taking triple science and double maths
i don't even know if i can cope with it
for sure there will be millions and kezillions of test./ common test./ quiz./
just name it. anything that will have to do with cracking your brains and a pen to work it out.
fine.. maybe im exagerrating but who knows mayn.

but for sure i can't slack with my studies.
i will confirm feel guilty and of course paranoid when im feeling friggin' stress.
uhh''

hahas btw"" im writing this post in the dark seh.
im using my brother's laptop now and he just went to bed
so he switched off all the lights.
and im surprised i can type in the dark. gagaga'

ok craps. lets continue
so school starting in like few weeks time.
as usual. YEAH!

i miss school so much.i admit it.
times when i have to wake up early just to arrive in school on the dot.
its better than staying at home alone everyday
its so jaded.//

i miss the friends. lol
i miss having homeworks
and i miss taking bus 87. uhh//the 50 min journey home from school to sengkang

yeahh. so final words. just can't wait for the new year to start.
come on mayn. speed up the time. lol
ya i know, you must be crazy to think about it
so whatever//

finally i can die on the bed now.
gagaga'

I WANNA TOUCH THE SKYYYYYYY!!!!
this is for you lameo fiqah. lol

officially back.

2006-12-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

finally home sweet home.
stayed-over at my cousin's house since last friday.
and i missed the free consert. -.-'
its been a wonderful, crap time there.
spending time with the dongets' and the dengs' and the rangerboy. hahas
my other two bedokcousins also stayed over. so total there were 6 rascals in the house. including me. hahas

went to watch hello kitty musical at d'marquee downtown east yesterday.
and i still cant believe i watched the musical.
its all because of the dengs' and the dongets' but nvm la.hahas. just follow along
totally lame. i was like the only BIG kid there. pure embarassment.

and im totally addicted to gameboy back. escpecially my pokemon.
while i was at my cousin's house i didnt missed my chance on that man-made entertainment. its totally addictive. hahas.
now gameboy is next on my wishlist.
and now im totally missing my own gameboy. stupid catridge. because of it, the whole thing cant be played. anyone have extra catridge?. wanna sell it to me??

teteqs

2006-11-28T19:03:00.000+08:00

can you just imagine a 3 year old toddler smoking?
ya i know; you will be doing this; OMG.
hahas. its kinda of sad but this is actually happening in the Golden Triangle area.
creepy.
the toddler smokes like it is their every day thing and they do it professionally.
damn creepy.

word of the day.
pretentious
;trying to seem important, clever etc than you really are.

im getting sick of holidays.
im totally feeling so jaded.
how i wish i could go touch the sky ((:
it will be the best thing in the whole wide world.

went to sana course just now.
i can totally sleep in that air-conditioned room
but i didnt. the lectures are quite interesting and very informative.
but when it came to the role play, i was pleading to go home.
it totally sucks. but my group was lucky. we need not present.
yay and fuhh. (:
i was lucky to sit at the last row.
and to fill up our time, me and aisyah created stupid and lame jokes.
yahh. hahs.

okayes. can i go back to sleep now??

carry on.

2006-11-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

lessons learnt are the ones that make me go ' oh i've learnt about this'

appreciation;
ive learnt to appreciate my loved ones and those who are always there for me more.
sometimes i just dont realise how important that someone or something is to me
until one day a huge wave swallowed them in.
and then the feeling of regretness evolved around me
and sobering is the only thing i eat;sleep;drink
family;friends;teachers;life; they are important to me.

reality;
i never really tought that understanding reality is important in life.
but i soon realised.
no matter what happen i have to accept the reality of life
this is life not a fcuking arcade game
where you can just put some tokens in and boom . game start and game over.]

sometimes it really does work when you talked to someone about the problems you face.
keeping it to myself will only make thing worse.
another lesson learnt.
let it out and i'll be ready.(:

i make sure day after day i spent it like my last day.
no matter what happen i try to make everyone happy and feeling woohoo everyday. ((:
smile; it makes people go ((:

okayes. ill stop the craps and right now.
carry on.

i shopped alot today.
but who cares.
hahas

to lazy to think of a title.

2006-11-21T15:04:00.000+08:00

word of the day:
jaded
lacking or losing interest because something has been experienced too many times.

ok cool.
i miss my friends
i miss my school
i miss spending crappy time with my family
i miss watching movies
i miss holding a pen

finally tomorrow there is ncc training
we can finally meet friends. haas((:

im feeling so lazy right now that i dont even feel
like cleaning my specs. urghh.
im alone at home again.
i do like being alone at home
but when this is what im gonna be experiencing
for the whole of my holidays, who ever likes it.
urghh.

endeavour.

2006-11-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

i've decided.
i will have to post at least 1 new word everytime i post an entry.
i guess this could help me improve my english. i hope so

word of the day
endeavour.
quite a nice word. i mean the spelling and such.
ok.lame.
the word actually means to try to do something.
its a verb btw.
cool la eh. never know such a big word carries such an easy meaning.
this just prove how powerful and majestic the english language could be.
hahas. whatever.

...okayes carry on.
today spent the whole day at home.
i went nuts.but nevermind.
went skating in the morning as usual.
i can admit that i'm getting better at it day by day. hahas.
hope i can go extreme soon.

basically spent the whole day watching tv.
watched the amazing race marathon
then went on to mtv europe music awards. cool show.
then went on to the after party.
and guess what. i totally forgot about hannah montana.
i was so frustrated. i was head banging everywhere.but mostly on the sofa only.
how can i forget. dammit

and then i went skating again.
so basically thats it.
pathetic day.

and i wanna go shopping.
i have a list of things to buy.
and im gonna spent my hari rayer collection.
no use saving it, i rather spent on it.
hahs. new motto. spent and let it go.
and lets go to the library soon.

and btw the post at the bottom is yesterday night post which
i wrote at 12 am. dont get confuse.
........

saturday! saturday!

2006-11-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

finally i'm posting again.
its been a few days since i last posted.
i realised posting is such a heavy task to do once you skip posting.

happy birthday to my maks.
hope you will live long and stay happy always (:

felt pity for him.
i just hope he will get well soon and
whatever it is, i will give him the support if he needs them
and please quit that thing before its too late.
...

so today went to my ama's house.
it was so chaotic. hahas
my cousins were all there, celebrating the starting of their holiday.
hahas. whatever cousins. (:
we were shouting and screaming non-stop.
fun fun.
and we kept teasing my little cousin 'when are you gonna sunnat??'
sunnat actually means cutting off the outer skin of the penis.
hahas. and my little cousin is actually only 3 years old.
and guess what he will always say when we asked him that.
'saturday! saturday!'
hahas. cute and funny la eh.
he even learnt a new phrase today, 'so what seh!'
hahas.

my cousins were like all excited when disney channel showed 'the high school musical'
that show is so yesterday.
they were all jumping around whenever the songs were played.
chaotic cousins. (:
so all of us said our goodbyes to ama and went home around 8.30 just now.
and yeah ama gave me 10 bucks. hahas. thanks ama. love ya' (:

and dammit i cant sleep .
nvm i go and have a crappy chat with my paks.

laemo and lameo. kwang3

2006-11-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

today was extremely goofy.
went to school today 'again' to meet up with mr ow and the leaders
he's such a funny guy, i mean mr ow. you can easily joke around with him. nyahahs.
so after the meeting, i felt like spending some time in the library.
so went to bedok library and browse through some books. i went 'yesh' went i got to know that we are able to borrow 8 books. hahas.

read this particular book on the journey home and i was so engrossed with it, that i managed to finish reading the whole book. hahas. and btw its a non-fiction books.hahas. thats why i managed to finish reading it.
and ya the weather totally changed.
kaboom it went heavy. and to add on, with extreme winds. i was freezing in the bus. fuhh.

i went to the library again when i reached compass point. hahas.
it was still raining heavily outside and so i decided to browse through some sports books in the library.
to be truthful. the library can become my good friend. its really enjoyable when you are just browsing through, gaining some knowledge,finding exciting books and bla bla blaa. so i sat in the library until the rain stops.
and i went home, bringing home the extra knowledge i gained from the library. hahas. lame

so the movie plans made with mei shan was cancelled today.
i went 'mayn what am i gonna do at home'

but lucky the laemo fiqah and nano asked me out.
i went 'woohoo'
finally.
so tiring la walk here walk there, but total fun and goofiness. nyahahss.
went raffles city, marina square, bugis and i think thats it.
hahas.

and i suddenly felt this feeling vomitting out inside of me.
it says 'you gotta try to be a girl and not that tomboyish anymore. you have to go through the process'
haish. really. i gotta try.
and the first step is to pierce my ears.
err. but i dont think so. i think i keep that one out of my list of processing first. hahas
i gotta try. come on you can do it.
i hope i can do it.

and i received a call from heidi.
she told me i was shortlisted by my 'english teacher' to join the school's debating team.
i was like 'HUH?? are you sure. i got a b4 for my english ya know'
and i will have to go for the interview tomorrow.
when will i get my rest. i've been going back to school this past few days.
o.0

okayes fiqah, you are LAEMO and im LAMEO
and we are both LAME. hahas.
no qns asked.
but i have a qns now, ARE YOU REALLY THAT LAME???
kwang3.hahas. okayes stop it.

im going to try my maths holiday ws now since i cant sleep.
so calculator here i come.
and im yearning to skate right now.
mayn.

random.

2006-11-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

hahas.crapps

alamaks.

2006-11-11T20:22:00.000+08:00

alamaks. my leg hurts. hahs
i didnt get my bike but i sure get my skates. hahas. power (:
thanks to my paks. hehes.
my paks asked me 'what should i get for your brother bdae uh??'
i went 'errrr..' and said lalalaaa, just give him 100 bucks so he can buy the karaoke collection he wanted so much. nyahahs.

today went out almost the whole day.
morning met up with the leaders to discuss abt the orientation thing.
i guess it went well. uh huh. planned some games. etc etc.
afternoon met up with my paks. went to search for my skates. hahs.
then go whitesand foodpoint to eat the durian ice kachang.
wahh. the ice kachang nice but the auntie gave too much ice.
i was like freezing and shivering after eating one whole bowl of it without any help from my paks. uh huh. yeah for me. ok crapss
then later during the day, it went kaboom. and oh my heavy rain poured down. =.="

and i was shocked.
yusen booked the pit already.
wahh i was like o.0
we haven't discuss or plan anything lorh.
and it is this coming monday.
wahh crapss. its so early. and i dont think anyone going.

okayes.i wanna read my book. hahs. so the bookworm

no more please.

2006-11-10T19:25:00.000+08:00

nyahahh. few more minutes and my paks will be home. ok im waiting.

eeww. please la that is so the urgh-hh. -_-'
wahh just got to know the class wanna do bbq AGAIN.
don't want la guys. very ma-fan leh.
do other things. (:
yusen just gave a suggestion to do the bbq pit
1)at his house at JURONG EAST there
that is so damn far. if u guys wanna then anything la uh or
2)at pasir ris park

u guys decide la kayes. but i will still prefer 'please-no-bbq-AGAIN.'
hahs (:

and i still haven't plan anything on the orientation. alamaks
ok done. go have my dinner now.

AGAIN

2006-11-10T15:17:00.000+08:00

lols. my paks coming home late AGAIN. come on... ):
im all alone at home AGAIN. wahh. everything seems to be 'again' today.
i still haven't plan the sec 1 orientation thing. my brain is dead jammed right now uh. i need someone to talk craps with. anyone feeling bored or shitty.come talk to me.

uhh. such a lame post. nevermind i go play xbox.

dead legs

2006-11-09T16:28:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to my brother.
may all your wishes dont come true. hahas.

wahh yesterday was even more tiring than the one i blog before.
all of us agreed to meet at syazwani's house at 10. then i was supposed to meet shariffah khuzaimah and siti nadia at the small mc int at around 9 plus.
wahh than guess what, that siti nadia called me at 9.45 saying that she just WAKE UP.
i was like o.0. so we waited for her for so long and we were like 1 hr late when we reached syazwani's house. everyone was there waiting for us. hahas so the embarassing

so after that off we went jalan rayer. this jln rayer was also the teqteks. hehes. we went at the wrong time again. we got no sense of direction. we went EUNOS. back to PASIR RIS. back to EUNOS and then back to tampines. and we only manage to go 5 houses only that night,wahh seriously crapps.

then went we were at eunos the second time around 7 plus like that, i didnt followed them back to syahirul's house at tampines. :( my maks called and asked me to meet the family at lakeside mrt there. wahh i was like "last house already,let me go la. then later i meet you guys" since we are going to bibik's house, i sacrifice my time.
then guess what, when i reached lakeside mrt, i still have to wait for them for like 30 to 45 mins. -_-". if i know, i would have go to yul's house first. his mother cooked for us seh. by the time my maks and family meet me, i was moody already. but nvm.

so we went to bibik's house and lucky she cooked for us dinner. wahh nice seh. i was so hungry that i keep on refilling my plate. hahas then we sat together and watched cinta q. i dont even know what was so exciting about that show but i got no choice but to watched. faiz was so the active that night i swear i can die entertaining him. his hi-five is a big slap. lol.

went back after the show and we reached home at 12.10. i can faint anytime

the collections

2006-11-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

fuhh. i guessed today is such a tiring day.
wake up early in the morning just to meet mr ow in school.
i was supposed to meet him at 8am and i was late. so i missed the whole talk.
but nvm lucky james was there to tell me what was it all abt.
then after that quickly rushed home. jln rayer with primary school mates.
so tiring la sia. we got no sense of direction and almost every house we called said they are busy or they are not at home. so i guessed we picked the wrong date to jln rayer. but nvm second round coming up. my feets are soring right now. but not that bad. tmr jln rayer again. this time with secondary school mates. o.0 actually i dont have the 'semangat' to go visiting anymore. but since this oppurtinity comes once every year, i just go for the sake of boreness and also for the collections .hehes.
i guessed today was so the teqteks. but nvm. tmr is another day to look forward to. ya right

okayes. zahariah wanna go faint on the bed.

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2006-11-05T17:32:00.000+08:00

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holla at yesterday.!!!!!!

2006-11-04T14:08:00.000+08:00

okayes yesterday was super duper fun. woohoo. i love 2e6'06.
we played water bombs
we ate till we burst
we took crazy pictures
we messed up the place
we sabo-ed wen qiang.threw him in the pool. that is so LOL
we did crazy stuff.
WOOHOO....

im totally gonna miss this class. this class is totally filled with different types of people. we have the clever ones, the dumb ones, the joker ones, the talkative ones, the annoying ones . anything just name it. lol
eh guys later make another gathering kkayes. ok set.

i am so v-o-i-c-e-l-e-s-s right now.
i am so sick right now.

...

2006-10-26T14:54:00.000+08:00

selamat hari rayer everyone. i know it should be said last two days but whatever its still syawal. okayes.

got back report book today. i drop 2 percent from the previous semester. but nevermind , as long as i maintain top 10% im happy.
and i was selected to go for this 3 days leadership camp. looks fun and i cant wait to attend it. its been a long time since i last went for camping trips. so woohoo (:

so finally school has ended. woohoo'. im feeling happy and sad too. dont know why. maybe its the thought of missing my friends and classmates during the holiday. ):

okayes so im not sure what i wanna do during the holiday, working maybe?. im not sure. so many activities during the holiday and ya we hardly have anytime to go visiting. parents are working so this year maybe less collections. lol.

i wanna go out but its raining. hmmph. and dammit i lost my ezlink card on hari rayer. so fish.

cousins here i come.!!!!!!!

2006-10-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

.dont feel like going to school tmr. why cant they just close the scl and welcome the holidays. isnt it easier rather than 'mon- scl till 10 am, tues- hari rayer, wed-school(whatever we gonna do on that day), thurs-collect report book.scls end at 10 something' lame mayn.

ok whatever it is. rayer arriving in two more days. woohoo'. i managed to find the feeling of excitement for the upcoming rayer but its only 50% of it. gotta search for the other 50% by tuesday morning. ok craps

and time files so fast. tmr is the last day of the fasting month. kinda of sad. i dont even felt like we've been fasting for one month. sigh

finally the decorations and preparations are finishing soon. i can die mayn helping my parents. fuh! lol. but its great fun helping. so tmr im gonna help iron the curtains. ya, this is the greatest task ever given to me. so far i managed to put up the curtain in the living room all by myself. cant believe i did it but i did. weets'.

ok set. cant wait to see my cousins, aunts, uncles, ama and everyone! its been like long time since i met them. everyone had been busy with school, works and such. ok maybe now my excitement percentage increased to 80%. lol cousins here i come!!!!!! .

4 more days??? o.0

2006-10-20T13:59:00.000+08:00

ok fuh. i felt like vomitting just now.
today no school. extra YAY-ness. but damn it so boring at home. my dad leaving for work now and that will be extra BOREdom cause there is no one else at home. this is what happen when you are the youngest at home.

4 more days to rayer. err, i dont really feel the atmosphere of celebrating this year. kinda dull. ok whatever craps, i try to lighten up by hearing more rayer songs. ok set.

and yeah no Cs for my results. woohoo!!
craps i dont want to go to the first class next year. its gonna be total loneliness mayn. hope some of my classmates this year go to the same class with me next year. oh please. ya then mr yeo gave me a talk. he advice me its ok if i dont really have any friends or i think that class is a nerd class, its for my own good too and bla bla bla. he even ask me to take triple sci and double maths. i doubt i can cope with the 'too many lessons'
sigh
but maybe a tiny bit of that his advice its quite true. i wanna have a succesful career when i grow up you know. urgh.confuse. ill think about it.

the post exam activities were a total boredom. cant believe i can tahan with it. but whatever it is i will cherish the moments i have with my classmates. woohoo. so we still have one more day of post exam activities and that is mon and yesh we are going home around 10am. YAY-ness. but its only for the muslim students. cause its hari rayer eve. kinda of felt sympathy for the other non-muslim students. dont be sad okayess.

.i wanna watch tv. if anyone feeling bored, call me please. i need someone to talk craps with. crappy talks are a total boredom killer.

2006-10-18T16:29:00.000+08:00

kinda of tired today but had a great time during the leadership course. i expected the course to be boring but i guess i was wrong. it was super duper exciting. yeah. we went out to little india for this amazing race and it was so fun although it was kinda of tiring but who cares when you are having fun in little india. we discovered something more about this little island of india during the race. lol.

im satisfied with my results but not really that satisfied. understand?? nvm.
im kinda of stuck and confuse but i dont really know what is the cause of all this stupid feeling. yeah. and whatever it is my mother coming home soon. lol

i want to sleep. ok so i cut the craps now. (:

2006-10-17T16:15:00.000+08:00

sigh. how time just flies by. i cant believe we are almost reaching the end of the year and i hate to be separated with my class. we went through shits and pees together. although we had quite a number of fights this year, we managed to keep the shits together. lol. sigh. i suddenly felt so emotional. urgh . hate that feeling ok stop the craps now and lets get on with life now.

the music and science course was super duper boring. and it was freezing cold in the lab. almost like the whole course we did only one thing and that was recording crickets sound. wth. the person in charge was kind enough to let us play with the computer and so we spamed the class blog which suddenly became alive. lol. but mostly we talked crap in it. ya craps.

and ya after recess we spent the time doing err nothing actually. we spent our last lesson with ms chia. we wrote letter of appreciation to her and we took pictures with her. ya cool. mayn she is the greatest teacher of all. ROCK ON MS CHIA. woohoo!!!! and most of the time we just lingered around. playing with hp and such. and we even planned our bbq at ms chia house. so we discussed abt the food and such. this was the very first time, my class is so excited about the bbq and i think its because we are doing it at ms chia's crib and of course we are excited. lol
cant wait for it. its gonna be super duper fun. (:

im kinda of satisfied with my language overall grades. i received a B grade for all the language subjects but im kinda of not sure about my literature. and i hope i wont get a C for it. mayn that C can just ruined my report card. oh please. so after all this results im not sure if i can still get 1st in class again. sigh but whatever it is, im happy with my life (:

2006-10-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

got back our results today, mostly all the papers. and ya as expected i didnt score well for languages. too bad hah. that include mt, hmt, english and the one and only literature. ya right, bueks! but im satisfied with my other subjects. so we have not receive our art and dnt marks. maybe we get them tmr.

so overall im not that confident i can get 1st in class again this semester. other pupils in my class are like improving good mayn, especially bryan and min san. ya bryan if you are reading dont hao lian kk, min san too. lol. jkjk. but maybe top 5 im able to achieve. im just hoping my caS and mid year will pull me up and not pull me down. pleaseee.

and the weather is getting crappier mayn. im having a headache because of it and this is all because of indonesia's fault. if not because of them, we wont experience this kind of haze. 'so please indonesia, stop burning the forests'

2006-10-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

i dont know why but i feel so high today. ya so high. even ppl will be shocked to death when i say HELLO on the phone. lol. thats what happen to shahirah just now. but of course she never die. oops. bad language. hahas. well finally we are going back to school tmr. woohoo. so excited. but im nervous too. my worst nightmare is coming tmr .RESULTS. ya results. lets just hope i get good results like my mid year results. i'll be the most melodramatic person in the world if i get good results. lol. dream on (:

and ya HAPPY BDAE TO YOU FIQAH . <3>(:

so i did massive cleaning up to my bedroom. i changed the bed, computer position and such. fuh and im sure there is a monster dust bunny under my bed and ya im right, it was so freaking dusty. discovered many weird stuffs and toys that ive been like looking for all this while. but to be truthful, my dad did most of the cleaning. lol . i was just sitting around watching what he do and creating stupid jokes out of things. ya i know im a lazy daughter. too bad.
and i prefer my room now. its much cleaner and more spacious than the previous setting.

so high. woohoo. school here i come. (:

2006-10-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

ya kk. my mood today quite unsure. but who cares abt my mood.

yesterday was chaotic mayn. went to bazaar geylang serai after my parents break fast. so i wore a sweater cause its like so cooling at night and ya went we reached there, fuhhhhhhh. my alarm was ringing. it was so damn hot. we kinda of reached there at around 9pm cause the bus was so damn slow. even a tortoise can win its speed. ya craps. there was like millions of ppl at geylang. rayer is coming and everyone is buying stuff and such. i cant stand the heat so bad and i cant be happy enough to have period cramps. i was like feeling so high. i kept laughing at teeny teeny little things ya..like=

i kept on laughing at this one guy. he kept on shouting "lelong!lelong! murah2 kak. beli satu harger murah. biler due bole tawar lagi .hahh beli empat kak skali bole tawar giler kak!"
i cannot tahan mayn.

another one.
there was this one flower stall. then this guy kept on shouting "beli2 kak. cantik2 bunge. kiter bukak sampai mlm giler. selagi bunge tak habis dijual kiter tak kan tutop. bole kater kan 7-eleven. 7-eleven pon kalah kak.."
craps mayn they all. i was like one mad girl there. laughing all the way.

and fuh. when you are in the bazaar itself, it is like you are in a massive TRAFFIC JAM mayn. ppl were all pushing and squeezing their way through. kinda of pissed off, when someone pushed me aside. wth mayn. and guess what i did after that. i just shoved everyone aside. if they pushed me , i'll pushed them back. melodramatic right. ya i know. lol. its so easy to get lost in there mayn and i bet you will be sweating like a heavy downpour once you are inside. fuh. even exersicing cant beat that. lol

we went home around 10 30. and ya even though it was already kinda of late at night, ppl are still shopping and dont even think of going home. mayn so semangat. ya and we almost missed the last bus home. fuh. it was lucky. (:

2006-10-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

ive been wanting to get this thing out of my mind lately. its been going through the darkest loops in my brain and has been wainting to light up some place somewhere. ya craps.

have anyone ever said this to you "your family are better than mine" "mayn you can easily got all the things you want seh" "im sure your family never fight before" "im so jealous of your family" ya all this comments, have you guys received them before.

and when they say that i always thought, "crap mayn. you guys are living the same life. and what the hell, sometimes i even got jealous of your own family"

people always say they want your life but they dont realise that sometimes we ourselves wants a portion of their life and ya i know its kinda ironic but its true.

ive been thinking, in actual fact they live a more wonderful life than me but they just dont realise it. some parents may say that they dont allow their kids to go out with their friends and nanana and such but parents may have a reason for it. and ya i think they do.

so parents are kinda of cool, just imagine without them what will happen to us. and i dont know why this sudden feeling came to me like some sort of disease but this disease is worth getting it. dont take our parents for granted. they are the one who made your life possible.

and ya sometimes what parents say may come true. take for example, sometimes your mum may nag to you to bring along your umbrella with you, and being the people of our generation,sometimes we are just too lazy to bring them. and then, later during your day, there is a heavy downpour and you realise "i should have listen to my mum. she's right. i should bring my umbrella. damn it" right?? im sure this thing have occured to you sometimes. and then if you listen to your mum, you will be "mayn lucky my mum reminded me. fuh!"
and ya this things are true, it happened to me before.

and sometimes life incidents made me realise that even though parents nag to you about little little things, that nagging can actually make you a better person. and when i hear other tragedic family life stories, i will have this sudden feeling of being grateful that i have a family that cares about me and what i do.

and sometimes parents dont understand us teenagers. when they say something that is not true and we talk back to them, they will always equivalate them as being rude. and ya so whatever, sometimes they just dont understand us. so out of touched'

but sometimes truth hurts we just have to accept it. this is reality ppl. ya REALITY.

i know ive been talking CRAPS but this craps are totally worth it. (:

2006-10-13T15:29:00.000+08:00

just 5 mins ago, i just break my fast. you know what i mean. those who dont nevermind. its not too late to learn.. so its been stated that the science tb is wrong. they said the cycle is a 28 day cycle. so i counted 28 and in my previous post i predicted it will come on the 19th but i guess its wrong. maybe different people, different cycle..so whatever. kkayes.

im dead bored right now. ya you know bored. just finished watching mission impossible 3 dvd. i kinda of fascinated with the way they carry out their mission and ya how i wish i could be like them. spying and running after all those criminals and having the chance to use all the guns they have. fuh! ya DREAM ON spiderman. (:

i cant wait to go back to school and patched up with my fellow friends.yup. missing them too much. lol. kinda of nervous waiting for the results. dont know if i can pass well. hmph..

2006-10-11T13:44:00.000+08:00

yeah and YEAH and YEAH! after 13 days of papers and pens, the exams are officially over. finally i can slack and do whatever i want.
the hmt paper 2 was okayes but not confirm if can pass that paper very well. but whatever its over mayn.

2006-10-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

fuhh. i just realised something big. OUR SCHOOL IS SO DAMN BUDGET AND QUITE IRONIC

it all happens like this. nowadays there has been this sickness known as gastric flu or something going around in the school. and i got no idea what sickness is that. lately quite a number of students have been vomitting here and there. quite disgusting.
so only yesterday did she say its contagious and bla bla talk.
she told the school that if a person in a class got affected, the whole class will be under quarantine. isnt that cool, righttt..
ya and she brought up this matter of practicing good hygiene and such. and mayn who cares abt it.
ya and it was so damn shocking this morning when suddenly there is this new visitor in the toilet. wanna know what is it. its THE LIQUID HAND WASH and ya its the budget one. every toilet have one only. shocking right.
its like just imagine if there wasn't this sickness, i dont think they will buy this liquid hand wash thing for the toilets. very ironically ironic.

so in my opinion, maybe the school is the cause for all this. they should have bought the hand wash earlier. if they bought it earlier maybe the students will have practice better personal hygiene and this sickness wont be that bad.

the school is so out of touched'

2006-10-10T11:51:00.000+08:00

i very noob la. a reminder to myself primary colours are BLUE, RED, YELLOW. BLUE, RED, YELLOW. okayes. i should remember it now. happy gorilla?? im sure you are
finally one more paper to conquer. the hmt paper 1 was okayes. BUT i did one stupid mistake. i forgot to write the question number. NOOB NOOB NOOB. ya i know.
ya and on the way home just now, i predicted that my menses will come on the 19th oct and woohoo its gonna be menses till hari rayer. lol. how i know it will be on the 19th?. well i counted 28 days after my last period. base on the science theory we learnt in chap 6. menses always occur after 28 days. so let see if the theory is true. 19th OCTmark that on your calender arh. Zahariah's BIG day. lol
and one more thing DIAMONDS are LAME

be back at night.